Demo E.p 2012
by
Zach Miller
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A demo I recorded whilst not wearing any underwear.
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released 01 March 2012
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- Track Name: dysfunction, disappointment
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i love you dear,
i look in your eyes
your lips are soft,
and so am i
can't we just spoon,
i guess not,
you reach down,
i'm too embarassed to stop you,
and then you frown
you tell me it's okay,
like i don't know that already,
my love for you's just platonic,
i think of when i'm erotic
with myself
this has never happened to me before
over fifteen times
i just want to look in your eyes
is that too much to ask?
maybe it is
when we're adults
and we both have needs
but mine are fulfilled already
by the internet and my left hand
maybe I just need to grow up
I'll go down on you
if you want
but fucking's just a chore
that I don't enjoy
I just endure
i don't enjoy
i just endure
coitus seems pointless
when hugging is enough
why do I have to use my dick
to show you my love?
- Track Name: Humorless Feminist
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I'm a humorless feminist,
I wear the title with pride,
I see you act misogynistic and I want you to die,
your jokes aren't funny,
they're just oppressive,
don't you fucking dare tell me
that I don't get it,
oh it's shock humor?
what a surprise!
Well I'm not shocked,
I just despise you!
hey Cisgendered Mr, how many things have you done to avoid sexual assault?
How many times have you made a victim feel like it's their fault?
how many times have you spouted apologist rhetoric?
I'm not trying to be PC, just less of an asshole,
dear people who make rape jokes,
I hope that you die slow
- Track Name: Kill Myself
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I first tried to kill myself when I was ten years old
It wasn't beautiful, and I didn't do very well
turns out bath robes don't make good nooses
and there hasn't been a single day,
that I was cognizant anyway,
that I haven't wished that I'd succeeded,
even when I'm happy I wanna die,
it's not so sad,
I'm used to it,
train lines remind me of suicide,
it's comforting reall
these thoughts are just an everyday occurrence,
I fucking wish they weren't
but I am fucking weak,
too weak to succeed,
even in suicide,
I've failed many times
at making myself die,
I've just stopped trying
I've just stopped trying
I'm so fucking sick of failure,
I've been saved by my apathy
and incompetence
the very things I want to get away from
please kill yourself
I wholeheartedly condone it
I will one day
I'm just postponing it
So send me a nail bomb,
and I'll open it with a smile,
I hope it's quick
but I don't mind if it's not
- Track Name: Fuck Your Standards of Beauty
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stop treating your values like objective standards,
not everyone has to comply to what you find attractive,
what a surprise, a cis hetero white male telling people what can and can't do
some people are just smaller
some people are just bigger
if you treat people like that's bad you're just a fucking bigot
body shamers of the world unite
so I know where to drop a bomb
I know who I should fight
not your body
not your choices
stop denying people their voices
based on appearance
we'll do just fine without your interference
so fuck your standards of beauty
I won't let them apply to me
try to love yourself
and fuck everybody else
fuck you, fuck me
but most importantly
fuck your standards of beauty
fuck your standards of beauty
fuck your standards of beauty